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Jamming71:	Thank you all for coming tonite.  Elfin and I have 
	tried to format this in a way that will be a memorial to 
	Terq's memory and give everyone a chance to 
	speak that wishes to
Jamming71:	so please bear with me and alert others via IM as 
	they come in. Elfin has asked for a copy of the text 
	from this memorial so a copy will be sent to her and 
	a copy of the
Olley gator:	<s 8 sodapor>
Jamming71:	text from this memorial service will be available at 
	http://www.jammzone.com/terq.htm  It should be 
	available later tonite or sometime tomorrow
Jamming71:	May we please open this memorial with a moment of 
	silence please in rememberance of Terq?
Jamming71:	thank you
Jamming71:	other names was born on May 5, 1951 He passed to 
	eternity   on October 16, 1998 at 47 years of age in 
	Dothan, Alabama
Jamming71:	James Joseph Dicesaris known to many as "Terq" 
	and many other names was born on May 5, 1951 He 
	passed to eternity   on October 16, 1998 at 47 years 
	of age in Dothan, Alabama
Jamming71:	While many of us here knew Jim on different levels 
	he was a friend to us all a father or a grandfather to 
	us here
Jamming71:	as well in real life. When we needed a friend he was 
	there,
Jamming71:	each word typed with love and each word to help in 
	anyway he could.  If we were to set aside a section 
	for those he called family or those who called him 
	family there
Olley gator:	gettout  he was a granpop?
Jamming71:	would not be enough room to hold them He used 
	words like lo and da and used symbols many of us 
	has never seen before.  But no matter how he did it
Olley gator:	kewl
Jamming71:	he made each of us laugh even in times we didnt 
	want to laugh. Now we say goodbye to a cherished 
	friend but not forever for one day we shall all see 
	him again.
Jamming71:	Boom Boom has written something for tonite and is 
	going to share it now..........
boom boom z:	i won't take long, so others can say something
Diviniti iDE:	I'd like to correct that statement if I may..for I never 
	say goodbye. As I mentioned in my posting..'Until 
	next time' is more befitting.
Jamming71:	everyone will get a chance I promise so take all the 
	time you need
boom boom z:	Jim,,bless his heart,,was the first person i asked for 
	help when i wanted to learn computer programming
boom boom z:	i knew nothing about it, and i could tell he was 
	gettin' frustrated with me,,,but he kept helping,,,
boom boom z:	i always considered him one of the 'good guys' on 
	here,,
boom boom z:	i knew he cared for Elfie, and i knew she cared for 
	him very, very much,,
boom boom z:	i will miss him
Jamming71:	Thank you Boom
Jamming71:	Elfin asked me to read this tonite.  It is from Genesis 
	chapter 3 verses 16 and 17, she told me Jim used to 
	quote this all the time to her
Jamming71:	Joseph replied "I'm looking for my brothers.  Can 
	you tell me where they are grazing their flocks?"  
	"They have moved on from here." the man 
	answered.  I heard them say, Let
Jamming71:	us go down to Dothan." So Joesph went down after 
	his brothers and found them near Dothan.
Jamming71:	Uncle Willie was a good friend to Terq and is going 
	to say a few words now........
Olley gator:	go willy!
UncleWillie2:	I didnt know Terq as long as some of you
UncleWillie2:	but we spent a lot of time talking and just being 
	friends.....
UncleWillie2:	he had always said he wanted to come to Houston 
	and stay for a while.................
UncleWillie2:	I had planned on it.
UncleWillie2:	The one great thing about chat is meeting thos you 
	know just byu their typos.......<s>
Diviniti iDE:	<Chuckles>
UncleWillie2:	Now it looks like that has been put on hold for a 
	while..........but it isnt forever.
UncleWillie2:	¥ Terq ¥...........................
SYSTEM Greeter:	"dulli" has entered the room
UncleWillie2:	the road goes on forever.......
UncleWillie2:	the party never ends...............
UncleWillie2:	gonna miss you guy.  Later my Friend.
Jamming71:	Thank you Willie
Jamming71:	Elfie wished she could be here tonite
Jamming71:	but as you all know she and Dot are driving home 
	from the funeral today but she did send me 
	something to share with you tonite
SYSTEM Greeter:	"wyrms" has entered the room
Jamming71:	From Elfin: I don't know where to begin..i always told 
	my brat he was better at words than me...Jim had me 
	read the Little Prince...sometimes in our  
	conversations we talked
Jamming71:	of him...if you have not read the book do so...read it 
	to your children..keep it for them...You will know the 
	real Jim if you read this book...for he was my prince 
	and fox
Jamming71:	too.....he taught me well ....From the book: it is only 
	with the heart that you can see rightly..what 
	essential to the eye...what  does it mean to tame...to 
	you i am nothing
SYSTEM Greeter:	"JustFunn" has left the room
Jamming71:	more than a fox like a hundred other foxes...but if 
	you tame me,then we shall need each other.To me 
	you will be unique in all the world.To you, I shall be 
	unique in all the world
Jamming71:	That was from Elfie
Jamming71:	In remembering Terq let us also remember his 
	family, his 2 children Nik and Rose and also let us 
	Remember Elfins Mist in our prayers in the coming 
	days and weeks as they
Jamming71:	cope with their tragic loss of one so dear as many of 
	us have felt over the last few days.  Let have 
	another   moment of silent prayer for all those who 
	have suffered
Jamming71:	from this loss and pray that God will confort them in 
	their time of need.
Olley gator:	rez me
Olley gator:	<ahem>
Jamming71:	Thank you............thank you all for coming
Jamming71:	now would anyone else like to say something about 
	Terq?
Diviniti iDE:	I'd like to add a few things.
Diviniti iDE:	If I may.
Jamming71:	go ahead Diviniti
Diviniti iDE:	Thank you, Jamming.
Diviniti iDE:	I'm not one who is experienced in dealing with 
	loss..indeed, I have not been exposed much to the 
	tragedy that has befallen all of us with the passing 
	on of someone who was a good friend..
Diviniti iDE:	So this may be a bit rough.
Diviniti iDE:	Jim and I, in many ways, drifted into each others 
	lives..I cannot say I remember when I met him, or 
	when I began a friendship with him..I do remember, 
	however, the day that he made the biggest
Diviniti iDE:	Impact on my life and my way of thinking..the day I 
	came to consider him a great friend and an even 
	greater man in all his traits.
Diviniti iDE:	After one of my many conflicts with a random 
	member of the room, I had IM'd him, and asked him 
	what he meant by a comment he made.
Diviniti iDE:	he had told me, 'We all sometimes have a tendancy 
	to make our own enemies..though enemies can in 
	many ways also be friends'.
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Holleroo" has entered the room
Olley gator:	eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Holleroo:	My apologies for being late....crisis hit at home
Diviniti iDE:	And, upon clearification..he told me that sometimes 
	our own inadvertant actions begit the actions of 
	others..that sometimes, learning from anothers 
	actions teaches us the faults in our own
Diviniti iDE:	he taught me alot..to choose my own battles..to love 
	without fear. We benifited from a great deal of 
	mutual respect, and, in memory of all he has given 
	me, the smiles, the wisdom..
Olley gator:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{holley 
	olley}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Olley gator:	<wavs>
Holleroo:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{MyHollyOlley}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Diviniti iDE:	I look back upon what he has done, and I *know* he 
	is continuing..he was a guardian and friend to 
	many..and, in his present position, I beleive he will 
	continue to be a guardian
Olley gator:	}:o)
Diviniti iDE:	Of our souls, and our spirits.
Diviniti iDE:	As I said before..I will not say goodbye..I will only 
	say thank you, and, until next time, my friend.
Jamming71:	Thank you chris
Jamming71:	Holly wrote something for tonite
Olley gator:	<claps>
Jamming71:	and she was a little late but I would like to give her a 
	chance to read it now
Holleroo:	I am not really ready, if there is someone before me?
Holleroo:	=~<
Holleroo:	please?
Jamming71:	ok
Olley gator:	<s hankie>
Jamming71:	would anyone else like to share?
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Holleroo" has left the room
xArcoss:	::stands up quitely::
Olley gator:	waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Holleroo" has entered the room
SYSTEM Greeter:	"jZ Jason" has entered the room
Olley gator:	rez
Holleroo:	sorry
Olley gator:	sok
xArcoss:	I have a just one thing to say if I may...
Jamming71:	go ahead
Olley gator:	k
xArcoss:	::nods::  when I first entered night people I had come 
	straight from roleplaying
xArcoss:	and the first two people who welcomed me were 
	Elfin and terq
xArcoss:	after some slight adjustment  (read as alot of 
	adjustment) I grew comfortable here
xArcoss:	and I would just like to give my thanks to terq and 
	elfin now
xArcoss:	thank you both and until terq
xArcoss:	::sits back down::
Jamming71:	Thank you Across
Holleroo:	Arc..=>
Olley gator:	ty arcoss <bows>
xArcoss:	::nods::
Jamming71:	Kiddo is going to share something now
Olley gator:	yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Lil Kiddo:	;;standz up;;
Diviniti iDE:	<Sighs> I'm afraid I have to be going..I have a 
	deadline to pursue and have to get back to work.
Olley gator:	<ahem>
Lil Kiddo:	;;givz olley dirty look;;
Olley gator:	yikes!
Lil Kiddo:	;;fixez uniform;;
Jamming71:	go ahead kiddo
Holleroo:	Chris, sorry I didn't get to spend more time with you 
	here
Olley gator:	<claps>
Lil Kiddo:	Thanks for being here all of you
Diviniti iDE:	Please, everyone, give my love to Pam..thank you 
	all for the heartfelt words..I beleive Jim appreciates 
	it.
boom boom z:	good seeing you again, Diviniti
UncleWillie2:	Cya, Chris.
Lil Kiddo:	Pops appreciates it
wyrms:	nite Diviniti
Olley gator:	taxs div
Lil Kiddo:	Ya know he is watchin over us
Olley gator:	           shuddup olley
Diviniti iDE:	Night all..thank you. 
	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Room}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Holly, 
	be here tomorrow.
Lil Kiddo:	as he said he always would
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Diviniti iDE" has left the room
Holleroo:	yes Chris
Lil Kiddo:	and Pops never lied
Olley gator:	yup
Lil Kiddo:	he loved his family dearly
Lil Kiddo:	his family meant the world to him
Olley gator:	}:o)
Lil Kiddo:	I look back to the first time I met Pops
Lil Kiddo:	hehe,,,I sorta umm
Lil Kiddo:	was giving him a hard time
Olley gator:	uh huh
Olley gator:	did he boot ya?
Lil Kiddo:	but that dint last long
Lil Kiddo:	cuz Pops tookme under his wing
Lil Kiddo:	and started talkin to me
Lil Kiddo:	and I grew very fond of him
Lil Kiddo:	as he did me too
Lil Kiddo:	then I got to know my Mama
SYSTEM Greeter:	"KW999" has entered the room
Lil Kiddo:	and u all know how close those 2 were
Lil Kiddo:	so it was like a lil family starting
Olley gator:	secially after 10
Lil Kiddo:	and it grew and grew
KW999:	hi y'all
Lil Kiddo:	and it is still growing
Lil Kiddo:	Tomorrow is Thurs
KW999:	may i ask a question?
Olley gator:	no
Lil Kiddo:	and Pops and I had thing thing for a certain season
SYSTEM Greeter:	"jZ Jason" has left the room
Lil Kiddo:	Pops was originally from NY
Olley gator:	thing?
Lil Kiddo:	and umm as everyone knows NY is the snow country
Lil Kiddo:	well Pops moved to the south
Lil Kiddo:	and umm theres no snow in the south
Lil Kiddo:	so I would of course rub it into his face
Lil Kiddo:	that I had snow and he dint
Lil Kiddo:	and of course he would get bummed
Lil Kiddo:	so I thought
Lil Kiddo:	well he would then sneak up
Lil Kiddo:	and push me in it
Lil Kiddo:	q:o)
Olley gator:	hehe
xArcoss:	::smiles::
Lil Kiddo:	so I would pick at him all the time
Lil Kiddo:	say Hey Pops Guess what?
Lil Kiddo:	he say what Firedollz
Lil Kiddo:	thats what my pops called me Firedollz
Lil Kiddo:	q:~(
Olley gator:	waaaaaaaaaaa
Holleroo:	{s eeylull}
Lil Kiddo:	and I'd say we h ave like an estimated 5 inches of 
	snow coming
Lil Kiddo:	he say HEY I WANT SOME SNOW TOO
Lil Kiddo:	I say NOOOOO ITS ALL MINE
Lil Kiddo:	and run like hell before he got me
Lil Kiddo:	but anyways
Lil Kiddo:	Pops always wanted his snow
Lil Kiddo:	and guess what,,,
Olley gator:	chicken butt?
Lil Kiddo:	Pops it is gonna snow morrow in NY
Olley gator:	yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
boom boom z:	i'm sorry, but i need to leave,,,please give my love 
	to Pamela,,,,
xo Blu xo:	ummmmm  Nikki  on the first snow fall  build a 
	snowman and name him Terq  :-)
dulli:	I need to leave but I wanted to pay my respects to 
	Terq..a man I never met, I didn't know as well as you 
	but a man who took the time to IM me when I was on 
	and joke with me. He always had me
Lil Kiddo:	so Pops I love you
Lil Kiddo:	and miss u
Lil Kiddo:	and I will always be ur Firedollz
dulli:	in stitches....he was a good man and a friend to 
	many....
Lil Kiddo:	;;walkz and sitz down;;
Jamming71:	Thank you Kiddo :)
Olley gator:	ty nikki
xArcoss:	::pats kiddos shoulder::
dulli:	I will miss him
Jamming71:	I think holly is ready to read her letter now
SYSTEM Greeter:	"boom boom z" has left the room
Holleroo:	Nikki, I love you...
Holleroo:	hang in there lil sis
SYSTEM Greeter:	"dulli" has left the room
Holleroo:	Ok..first I want to say..thanks, to all of you
Holleroo:	Most people outside of our family of friends, don't 
	understand what it is that we have here...
Holleroo:	some of us have grown so close..<looks at Nikki>
Holleroo:	c'mere sis..<makes room on my lap>
Lil Kiddo:	q:o)
Holleroo:	=~<
Holleroo:	I wrote Dad a letter, and decided to share it with all 
	of you, instead of trying to explain my relationship 
	with him...
Holleroo:	Terq..
Holleroo:	 was asked to write something for you, so when 
	everyone got together today to remember you,
Holleroo:	they would know what a wonderful Dad you were, 
	and they would know how much I love you...
Holleroo:	To me, and some might not understand..but most 
	here will, you are more like my real father, then my 
	real father was.
Holleroo:	You loved me, gave me support, and a shoulder to 
	cry on..you protected me, and held me til I was safe.
SYSTEM Greeter:	"ouione" has entered the room
Holleroo:	I knew that you were within reach anytime I needed 
	you..
Holleroo:	All the smiles and laughter we shared, will forever 
	be a part of me..
Holleroo:	The loss that we have all suffered now, is at times 
	too much to bear..no one can replace you, no one 
	will ever fill the spot you created in all our lives.
Holleroo:	I could never thank you for all the love you have 
	given to my Momma...
Holleroo:	you made her whole, completed her soul..gave her 
	hope, and wellbeing..
Holleroo:	I understand when she tells me she can feel your 
	breath upon her, because I too can feel the safety of 
	your touch.
SYSTEM Greeter:	"LittLeTurtLe" has left the room
Holleroo:	Where will I go now, for the comfort only you could 
	give? Who's lap will I crawl on when my stomach is 
	upset?  Who will tell me..I luff you Precious..?
Holleroo:	For all of the answers to my questions..I look to the 
	stars, and see your eyes shining back to me..
Holleroo:	I believe God has you now, for if anyone deserves 
	Heaven, it would be you Dad..
Holleroo:	You will be forever peaceful, no more hurts, no more 
	anger..only an overwhelming happiness..
Holleroo:	Please continue to watch over my Momma, Nikki, 
	and Olley...I will help you in your quest to protect 
	them.
Holleroo:	For all you were, to all of us...Thank you.  Someday, 
	in the end, we will all be where you are, and the fear 
	of going there has lessened knowing that you are 
	there waiting..
Holleroo:	Until then Dad, I will keep loving you from 
	here..{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{DAD}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Holleroo:	I will miss you more than I can say..I love you  Your 
	daughter,  Holly
Jamming71:	Thank you Holly
Olley gator:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{holley olley}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Holleroo:	=~>
UncleWillie2:	<s> Holly
Holleroo:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{MybroOlley}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Holleroo:	Willie <s>
Olley gator:	}:o)
Jamming71:	Anyone else like to share their thoughts?
ouione:	Ouione is visiting one of our daughters.  I just 
	wanted to pass along our condolences on this very 
	sad occasion.  From Ouione and Oui2
Tiderium:	i would
Jamming71:	Thank you ouione and go ahead Tide
Holleroo:	::holdz Tide's hand::
Olley gator:	pssssssst.....whos oui
Tiderium:	well i guess you all basically have Terq to thank for 
	me being on chat
Tiderium:	when i first came to nite people , i was shy and not 
	very bold
Tiderium:	wow that changed
Tiderium:	i was always worried about the pervs in the attic , 
	and Terq gave me my first proggie and told me how 
	to use it
Tiderium:	i liked it so much i stayed
Tiderium:	back in June , Terq and i talekd about me wanting to 
	go to school to learn all i can about computers
Tiderium:	he understood that it was to be a long while before 
	this was possible , so being the generous person he 
	was, he offered to teach me when both of us had 
	time .
Tiderium:	well he wont be teaching me now but i know when i 
	do get to school he'll be right there to help me , and 
	i'm greatful for that
Tiderium:	<sits down>
Holleroo:	Can I say something?
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Holleroo" has left the room
Jamming71:	Thank you Tide
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Holleroo" has entered the room
jZ COOL CB:	Holly?
Jamming71:	go ahead holly
Holleroo:	sorry
Holleroo:	this is all particularly painful for me today...
Holleroo:	and I love all of you...
Holleroo:	Olley Nikki...you are my brother and sister..
Holleroo:	and forever, it'll be that way
Olley gator:	yup }:o)
Lil Kiddo:	affirmative
Lil Kiddo:	q;o)
Holleroo:	will you forgive me if I go?
Holleroo:	=~<
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Lil Kiddo" has left the room
Olley gator:	yes }:o(
Jamming71:	we understand holly
Holleroo:	I love you...
xArcoss:	good night holly  ::hugs::
Holleroo:	and Chris..thanks
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Holleroo" has left the room
wyrms:	take care dear
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Lil Kiddo" has entered the room
Jamming71:	I would like to say something on a personal note
UncleWillie2:	Holly is not feeling well............you all understand, 
	youre going through the same thing.
Jamming71:	I remember when I first time I met Terq
Jamming71:	I met him through Elfin and Nikki
jZ COOL CB:	<tears>
Tiderium:	<hugs CB>
Jamming71:	I was having a very rought time and I remember so 
	many times Tweq listened to me and never told me 
	what I wanted to hear but what I usually needed to 
	hear
Jamming71:	I also remember the nite he cyber married my cyber 
	wife Kiddo
Jamming71:	Elfin and I were talking about it just earlier today
Jamming71:	Terq used to always say the Nikki and I were 
	always up to something to surprise them with
jZ COOL CB:	ty tide...<hugs Back>
Jamming71:	I only found out Monday about this and I have to say 
	I am heartbroken......
Tiderium:	<shares box of kleenex will all>
Jamming71:	I see so many people that I havent seen in a very 
	long time as you all know I am not on here all that 
	much anymore
Jamming71:	We are a family here no matter what any says and 
	some of you have been more of a family to me than 
	my own has and for that I am greatful
Jamming71:	I used to believe I could go away for periods of time 
	that everyone would be here when I got back.....I 
	missed out on so much the past 2 months not being 
	here
Jamming71:	But I find a little comfort knowing that one day I will 
	see Terq again and know that where he is a better 
	place than we are today..I am also sure if they have 
	Prodigy in heaven it wont be long before he is on it 
	and
Jamming71:	one day we will all chat with him again
Jamming71:	I was thinking about how to close this after everyone 
	got their chance to speak but have realized there is 
	no closing the remembering of such a dear friend for 
	we will always remember the way he touched our lifes
Jamming71:	Thank you for letting me share my personal thoughts
KW999:	May I say something?
Jamming71:	Sure KW
KW999:	ty jammin
KW999:	I just want to tell all of y'all that I've been on Prodigy 
	for an awfully long time
KW999:	Terq was one of my old buddies from way back, but 
	like you Jamming, I went away
KW999:	I cannot tell you how shocked I was when I found out 
	about this on Sunday night; Terq was my bud.....
KW999:	Lodere Terq
Lil Kiddo:	;;criez;;
KW999:	You were wonderful to so many, and loved by 
	everyone
Olley gator:	<hugs nikki>
xArcoss:	::pats kiddo's shoulder::
KW999:	This is really hard for me
Lil Kiddo:	{s*pops}      says lo dere pops I made it for him
KW999:	It makes me realize that we should always stay in 
	touch
KW999:	I know that some of you do not know me, but I knew 
	Terq
KW999:	and I know that he would want everyone to stay in 
	touch and not go away like we tend to do from time 
	to time
KW999:	so, Terq, your legacy will live on
KW999:	We love you and miss you terribly
KW999:	<sits down>
Jamming71:	Thank you KW999
wyrms:	:::clears his throat:::  may I?
Jamming71:	go ahead wyrms
KW999:	:-}
wyrms:	thanks
KW999:	(quivering lip}
wyrms:	I didn't know Jim as closley as most of you here, but 
	I considered him a friend.
Tiderium:	<hands KW a kleenex>
KW999:	thanks tide; i need it
wyrms:	He was always there with a warm hello whenever I 
	popped in the room.
KW999:	Amen
SYSTEM Greeter:	"ouione" has left the room
wyrms:	Death is but a door we must all pass through.
wyrms:	If we try to remember dying as only a seperation, 
	thw pain does lessen.
KW999:	Sorry wyrms, but I've gotta go
wyrms:	I am sure Jim would not want us to mourn for him, 
	because he is happy now
KW999:	Thanks guys for letting me in
wyrms:	<s> KW
KW999:	God Speed Terq
KW999:	bye
wyrms:	It will be only a short time before we will see each 
	other again, I'm sure.
SYSTEM Greeter:	"LadyLiz'Beth" has entered the room
KW999:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Terq's Family and Friends}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
wyrms:	I know most of you won't hear this, but I'd like to play 
	it
SYSTEM Greeter:	"KW999" has left the room
wyrms:	{s grace} rest well dear friend
Jamming71:	Thank you wyrms...
Jamming71:	would anyone else like to share tonite?
wyrms:	<s>
jZ COOL CB:	yea
UncleWillie2:	I will be back....I have a 911 to make
xArcoss:	::walks out into the night::
Jamming71:	go head cool
SYSTEM Greeter:	"xArcoss" has left the room
SYSTEM Greeter:	"UncleWillie2" has left the room
Olley gator:	911?
Olley gator:	oh
jZ COOL CB:	I am one that is lost for words, but I will miss ya terqx,
jZ COOL CB:	I want everyone to know, I made a web page that I 
	would like everyone to go see...
jZ COOL CB:	http://members.aol.com/CraigiPooh/terqx.html
jZ COOL CB:	:::sits down::::
Jamming71:	thank you Cool
Jamming71:	just to let everyone know also there will be a 
	permanent memorial site for Terq set up by which 
	will be located at http://www.terqmemorial.com
Jamming71:	It will be up once Elfin gets me all the information for 
	it
Jamming71:	would anyone else like to share?
xo Blu xo:	i feel like an outsider here because i didn't even 
	know Terq   and after hearing so many good things 
	about him I relaize I missed out on knowing a 
	fantastic person
jZ COOL CB:	<cries>
Tiderium:	<cries with CB and passes the kleenex around again>
Jamming71:	I think everyone has shared except Olly and Beth 
	would either of you like to say anything?
Olley gator:	<wipes nose on nikkis sleeve>
jZ COOL CB:	ty tide :::takes a kleenex::::
Lil Kiddo:	foog
Olley gator:	:p
Lil Kiddo:	:p
LadyLiz'Beth:	let me get my thoughts together ok
Jamming71:	ok Beth take your time
Tiderium:	<sits with kiddo >
Olley gator:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{bethie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Olley gator:	sowwy
LadyLiz'Beth:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Olley}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} s'ok
Olley gator:	}:o)
wyrms:	is anyone saving this, might I ask?
Jamming71:	yes I am
wyrms:	oh good
Tiderium:	<cleans kiddo's sleeve>
Jamming71:	The full text will be on the memorial book page 
	tomorrow at http://www.jammzone.com/terq.htm
Jamming71:	plus there will be a text file to download it you wish
jZ COOL CB:	i have it too, incase of a P boot Chris, another would 
	have it too
Jamming71:	yes thank you Cool
Jamming71:	I promised Pam a copy
Tiderium:	<walks over to Beth>you ok
LadyLiz'Beth:	ok i'm ready
Olley gator:	i miss mi mama
Jamming71:	ok go ahead beth
LadyLiz'Beth:	Terq was taken from us 10 years to the day my 
	uncle was killed...which was 4 days after my dad 
	died...we never realize how our own lives can 
	change in a heartbeat....until it's too late
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LadyLiz'Beth:	Yes we go on...we have to....that's the only way they 
	would want it...but sometimes you feel as if you just 
	can't make it..and wonder why God would want you 
	to suffer with the pain afterwards
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jamm}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Olley gator:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{r2}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<hugs quietly>
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Cool}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
jZ COOL CB:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{R2D2}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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Tiderium:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{R4}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Kiddo}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Olley}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
LadyLiz'Beth:	but then when you stop to think about it all....they are 
	in a place where they can be free..free from the pain 
	and hurt we know...from the tears that we cry...
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tide}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
xo Blu xo:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{R2}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Wyrms}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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xo Blu xo:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Scotty}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
xo Blu xo:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sis}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Scotty5:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{blu}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Blu}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
pure heaven2:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{blu}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Scotty}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Scotty5:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{r2}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Olley gator:	<s hug break>
LadyLiz'Beth:	it's helped me through the years to think of that...and 
	sometimes it will make you smile...knowing they're 
	ok...and yes ..even though you sometimes don't 
	want to hear it..that in itself helps you go on
r2d2b4u:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Pure}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
pure heaven2:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{r2}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Tiderium:	well said Beth
LadyLiz'Beth:	So think of Terq...with a computer..and access to all 
	the "toys" he could ever dream of...and him 
	wondering why we're all so sad.....because he's in a 
	good place now
LadyLiz'Beth:	thanks
Olley gator:	ty bethie
Tiderium:	<cries , i need more kleenex>
Jamming71:	Thank you Beth
LadyLiz'Beth:	no thanks needed  i just speak from the heart and 
	from what i know
r2d2b4u:	<hands Tide tissue>
Jamming71:	would anyone else like to share?
pure heaven2:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{beth}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Tiderium:	thanx R4
Jamming71:	Welcome R2, pure and scotty
Scotty5:	thanks
Tiderium:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{pure}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
LadyLiz'Beth:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{pure}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} ltns
pure heaven2:	i didn't know him well      but he always had a kind 
	word to say to me      :>
r2d2b4u:	thanks Jamm
pure heaven2:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{tide}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Lil Kiddo:	brb I have to use the "watering closet" as my Pops 
	would say
Jamming71:	Thakn you Pure
Jamming71:	Thank you
Olley gator:	<s flush>
Jamming71:	anyone else?
r2d2b4u:	i always found him very funny and he was always 
	very nice to me
Jamming71:	Thank you R2
r2d2b4u:	i know he will be missed by many
Lil Kiddo:	<s flush>
Olley gator:	you wash you hands
Lil Kiddo:	uhhuh
Olley gator:	k }:o)
Lil Kiddo:	  q:o)
Olley gator:	is it mi turn
Jamming71:	Go ahead Olley
Olley gator:	ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Olley gator:	whew!
Olley gator:	that felt better
Olley gator:	}:o)
Olley gator:	well i have no notes or letters
Olley gator:	n soww if am bein a smartass
Olley gator:	but thats me
Lil Kiddo:	n pops loved u fer dat
LadyLiz'Beth:	that's all that's needed...is you being you
Olley gator:	some of us whistle in the dark maybe
Olley gator:	yea  pops lub me
Lil Kiddo:	yea he lubbed u alright
Olley gator:	he shared his bbq yak ribs wit me
LadyLiz'Beth:	good night and peace all
SYSTEM Greeter:	"LadyLiz'Beth" has left the room
Olley gator:	nite doh!
Olley gator:	were was i.........
Olley gator:	look  im shakin.....
Olley gator:	aaaaaaaa...
Tiderium:	bbq yak ribs
Olley gator:	ummmmmmmm
Olley gator:	hehe
Olley gator:	i think id rather whistle again
SYSTEM Greeter:	"Olley gator" has left the room
Jamming71:	Thank you Olley
Jamming71:	I am going to shut the log off now to send to Elfin 
	and put on the site would anyone else like to add 
	anything before I do?
Lil Kiddo:	"We Lubz U Pops Ferever"
Scotty5:	well...i  didn't know him well...but i did want to stop in
jZ COOL CB:	Love ya {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Terqx}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} 
	and will miss you!
Lil Kiddo:	{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Pops}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Lil Kiddo:	{s*pops}
Lil Kiddo:	q:o)
wyrms:	{s grace} seeya on the other side Jim
Lil Kiddo:	"ferever"
Jamming71:	Thank you all for coming and if you havent signed 
	the memorial book for Terq please do so at 
	http://www.jammzone.com there is a link on the main 
	page
jZ COOL CB:	link to it from mine too
Jamming71:	The full text from tonite will be up shortly on the 
	same site for anyone who wishes to see it
to Elf's illusions

to xTerqx's Sanctum~ It's not completed but open

A Link To Online Memorial And The Memorial Wall, I haven't found my copy of the online memorial yet,if you have it please email me, thanks, elfinsmist@ctc.net

And Now For Only A Short Time


Look Up...See That Star


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