IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES...
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for awhile, I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized that this could never be, for emptiness and memories would take the place of me. And when I thought of wordly things that I'd miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne, He said, "This is eternity and all I've promised you". Today for life on earth is past but here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past. But you have been so faithful, so trusting, so true. Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven and now at last your'e free. So won't you take my hand and share my life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, for everytime you think of me, I'm right here in your heart. ...
Author unknown
Dear Pegma,
Where do I begin? Where does anyone really begin or end anything. I guess being spontaneous would be the easiet here, just say what I feel and hope it comes out right or at least understandable. Just ramble and rattle on as usual huh? <S>.
How do I possibly tell you what you have meant to me in my life? The LADY who inspired me so much. The one who is a survivor. With your attitude and love, I understand how you did it. You have been here for me since the first day I met you online. Strange, how many people I met that knew and respected you. We were just fortunate that we had you here for us. I seem to be evading things here, not knowing what to say, and yet having so much to say. I want to tell you how much I love you and know that you love me back for real. I want to thank you for the talks to keep me going. You lent me a shoulder many times, actually <I know I was a pain>. I want you to know I think you are such a special lady. Smile and think only good thoughts. Next to my own parents, you are the closest to me. I can only say this to finish.......I Love You and wish you happiness and joy forever. <S>
Nexus,
what can I say? deep thoughts and deep talks do alot of good for many. I think you shall accomplish things you are not aware of yet, could even be a ham at Easter <DWS>. Go watch the blazing sky and stars and have good thoughts. Don't forget to check the BBs for Neil <S>. You Are A Special Friend <S>.
Elfie and Terq (my Yerq),
the two who became my bodyguards. Touched me in special ways with kindness, gave the best hugs and magic to enjoy. Elfie, always willing to listen, guide and love, it has been appreciated <S>. I Love You both and wish you happiness.
Preshus,
thank you for being here and I only wish the best for you. In hopes that all works out well in your life. Thanks for being here when needed. Thanks for the love you showed and yes Preshus, there are angels {s amongus}. <S> I Love You.
Crystal ,
my corruptor, thanks for the good times and jokes. It meant so much to have a fun corruptor to join the forces with others such as Peg, Elfie and Preshus. Have a beautiful life ahead <S>.
JimmeyB,
I heard nothing but good about, and happy I passed the JimTest, Watch over Ory and keep him in line. <S>
Niterider and Jag,
Nite you can keep the panties and bra, Most guys like it best when I don't have them on anyway <S>. Jag, make sure Bonkz gives back that tutu someday. Thanks for the fun.
Nikki,
my sweet friend, you have made it fun to chat and have kept me company at times just so I wouldn't be alone <S>. I am glad you wanted a big sis, and that I could fulfil this for you. Yes, Nikki, just say "Katiedidit" <S> I Love You.
Wingman, Monstr, Coldshot, Cooksta, Olley, Cogliostio and so many others
who became a part of my online life, thanks guys and good luck to you all. <S>
BodyLanguage (RRRRUUUUUUFFFFFF), r2, Tide, mustang, Dream,
and so many more, thank you for accepting me so easily and being here for me. It was appreciated more than you know. May your lives be blessed with happiness <S>.
I always hear people say they didn't get a chance for goodbyes after someone is gone. I am sorry I am not giving you the chance, but I know you each understand. I am thankful that I have the chance to let you all know how much I appreciated you and loved you. I have a favor to ask of all. I have asked Peg in a private letter to her to make sure all of you got this.<and actually she is not to read this until you have it also>. I have put alot on Peg, be here for her <she has been my guardian angel> and she isn't as strong as she says <she just likes to act it> <S>. Be here for Dallas, my pain is nothing compared to what he is going through. Keep him smiling, make him laugh. I know some of you have met Dallas, but yet, believe me there is still another side of him that I think I may be the only one to have seen and shared. I just want him to always be happy. I know he doesn't see it this way right now, but in time he will. Dallas is not included here in this letter much, because he certainly deserved his very own <S>.
In closing, those who met me online, know I cared, as I know they did. I know there are names left off here, no one was omitted purposely, just hard to name all who have touched my life. I am doing fair at this point. Maybe someday I will be back to chat, but presently it just ins't possible. Thank You Friends, I Love You All.
I always had a saying of no goodbyes, so to all of you........"until".......<S> Katie...aka..FireNLove
To Katie, "May All The Magic In This World Belong To You"
"elfie"
All Though I didnt no FireNLove ... Ican tell while I was making this page ,,, by reading all these comments... she was ( still is in yer hearts ) a great person ...and she touched many lifes just on-line not to mention her " real Life " i am sure i would have liked her alot ...remember what she said ..." no goodbyes " just " untill " .. so katie see you when we get there but for now ..you will remain in the hearts of many
